Given that it's a Shinji, Asuka fic, I'm sure you can conclude from the title where it begins. I see this story as a little warped, probably due to the drugs, illness, alcohol and depression.
This story was originally intended for Ryoma's Christmas/New Year Contest of '02. However, I didn't finish it till a month after the deadline. Rereading it, I decided I didn't like it enough to post it. That was until the new site and I tired of it sitting on my hard drive. I still don't like it and it needs a lot of work but that requires a prereader.